skispeederfinn replied to your post “It’s a little past midnight and all I can think about is Finn laughing…”
finn grew up on a planet that rains a LOT, which of course he doesnt remember (though he learns again once he’s reunited with his family) and so when he feels warm rain on his skin for the first time, its not a memory, per se, but theres something both deliciously new and wonderfully familiar about it, at the same time, and he just stands there at first, arms outstretched and grinning wide up at the sky, because who knew anything could feel that amazing?
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#It brings with it so many sensations and feelings that Finn can barely even understand let alone describe.#Time sort of stops for him while he’s under that rain fall slipping down his body like the rain drops and Finn feels himself#relax in a way he never had before#(although it feels like he has? Some distant part of him tugging at his chest and quietly telling him to see).#The smell of fresh rainfall calms him soothes nerves Finn hadn’t even realized were frayed#mends certain parts of himself that he’d thought were long lost.#he part of him that whispers he’d been a child once had a family and a life before everything feel around his ears and#he’d been dragged away to a place of darkness and despair. But now as he stands there underneath the dark clouds#and the distant sounds of thunder Finn feels at peace. But also not?#It’s not a bad feeling persay but there’s a sort of anticipation that lines his body. Something on the tip of his tongue that begs him to#speak and remember things that happened long ago. It’s as though he’s standing at a crossroads.#The child he’d been before.#Before the First Order and before defecting and the person he is now. And it’s exciting and terrifying and Finn is#both elated and troubled and so much happens under that rainfall as though#the Force itself was trying to get him to see. (via @bifinnskywalker)
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