lj-writes:

Ok 40 minutes until my next stop write SOMETHING you piece of shit

I did write something, thanks @awakening5 and @thehungryvortigaunt for the encouragement! Well actually I spent half the time whining on paper (or “freewriting” if I want cover) about how blocked I was and the gap between expectation and reality, but that helped me loosen up enough to get the scene started without worrying about getting everything perfect.

And I ended up actually being moved by my own writing?? (I’m a huge dork tho, I’m easily moved.) I think, besides the usual issues, for this particular scene I was hesitant to write about the heroine’s awkwardness following a very brave/very reckless decision. Reality sets in as the rush fades and she finds herself among strangers eating unseasoned meat from a leaf, and I kind of dreaded writing that. Once I allowed myself to sink into it, though, I found myself touched by her uncertainty and vulnerability and by her love interest’s gruff and fumbling care for her despite their being virtual strangers. They are so young and so foolish, so brave and passionate and alive. They also have NO idea how much worse everything is about to get and my heart goes out to them 😈

thatscanvengerey:

i’m slowly coming to the conclusion that the only reason Rey//o’s/Ben SoIo stans are getting so up in arms about what the writers and Star Wars content creators (albeit for the website or a book) are saying is because it means they’re wrong and have read the narrative of the films incorrectly, despite their many claims that they have high end film and literature degrees. after all, these creators get paid to create and understand stories so they can build up their own so.

i could be wrong, but i’m willing to bet i’m not

Yup. It’s easy to dismiss nameless people on the internet as uneducated peons (though that would also describe 90% of the SW target demographic, you don’t need like a Ph.D. in English to understand a space opera flick ffs), but when actual creators affiliated with the franchise contradict their view, that’s disruptive to their echo chamber. It’s just a little crack that lets the reality in, and that’s threatening as hell.

I read and write a lot of fanfiction. But sometimes i stop and think what’s the point? (especially if the ship isn’t canon.) What does this contribute to society? Am i wasting my time on this? and other things like that. I’d like to know what your opinion is on fanfiction and it’s importance. Thank you for your time :)

the-bi-writer:

Hi! I mean, I think fandom in general is amazing and I’ve made life-long friends from all walks of life through being a part of fandom. So that’s the first thing that comes to mind.Ā 

The second is that writing fan fic makes a lotta people happy. So if it enriches your life to write, then do it. It’s definitely enriched mine.Ā There’s just something really wonderful about sharing a labor of love with people who love the book/show/pairing as much as you do. It’s kind of like the at-home-nerd version of that feeling you get at a concert, when you’re belting out the words to songs that you love, and all around you, people are doing the same thing. There’s just something really lovely about loving things together.

The third is that it’s really good practice if you plan to write original fiction some day. I’ve been wanting to write original fiction for awhile, but I never quite had the momentum (or confidence, frankly) to do it. But then I got involved in the Finnrey fandom, and I met awesome people who are super supportive of artists and writers, no matter your skill level. It was a great way for me to wade back into writing, because even when my writing skills were not-so-great, I still had people encouraging me and seeing the good in my fic, instead of the technical issues (like, I’m seriously terrible at plot and pacing, it’s a Problem. but i’ve had amazing and supportive comments on my fics anyway, and that has honestly changed my life.)

My fandom sees the heart behind something, and encourages the artist or writer because they know that the work comes from a place of love. No one is ever turned away for lack of technical skill.Ā 

tl;dr Writing fan fic can be a great way to engage with others, gain confidence in your own writing skills, and eventually spread your wings for your own stuff. And even if that’s not your goal, and you just wanna write fan fic forever for fun, it’s still a great way to meet people, and/or enrich your life.Ā 

As someone on here once said (sorry this is a paraphrase and I don’t remember the source), ’fandom friendships are wonderful and weird because it all started with us wanting to see the same two fictional characters kiss, and now we write each other porn for Christmas.’

Fandom is a beautiful thing.

The History of English – Old English (c. 500 – c.1100)

It is estimated that about 85% of the 30,000 or so Anglo-Saxon words
gradually died out under the cultural onslaught of the Vikings and the
Normans who would come after them, leaving a total of only around 4,500.
This represents less than 1% of modern English vocabulary,

I’m so fucked no wonder it was so hard to cut French and Latin-derived words out of my current project.

but it
includes some of the most fundamental and important words (e.g. man, wife, child, son, daughter, brother, friend, live, fight, make, use, love, like, look, drink, food, eat,
sleep, sing, sun, moon, earth, ground, wood, field, house, home, people, family, horse, fish, farm, water, time, eyes, ears, mouth, nose, strong, work, come, go, be, find, see, look, laughter, night, day, sun, first, many, one, two, other, some, what, when, which, where, word, etc), as well as the most important ā€œfunctionā€ words (e.g. to, for, but, and, at, in, on, from,
etc). Because of this, up to a half of everyday modern English will
typically be made up of Old English words, and, by some estimates, ALL
of the hundred most commonly-used words in modern English are of
Anglo-Saxon origin (although pronunciations and spellings may have
changed significantly over time).

*breathes a little more easily*

One thing I notice from my exercise is that I have lost most abstract words (ā€movement,ā€ ā€œanimal,ā€ ā€œplantā€) and have to be super specific (ā€flicker,ā€ ā€œhorse,ā€ ā€œdogsbollocksā€ okay the last one is a translation from Korean but still). It’s definitely made me vocabulary-poor and a lot of the words that come to me at first turn out to be unusable, but on the other hand I’ve been forced to use more vivid images instead of falling back on vagueness. I assume I will run into much the same problems and solutions when I repeat this exercise for the Korean version in refraining from Chinese-derived words for most Korean characters.

The History of English – Old English (c. 500 – c.1100)

Why did I wait this long to see Attack the Block? I just played it on
a whim after meaning for a while to see it and it was like… so good? Moses
is one of the best film characters I’ve ever seen, with a clear and
well-defined arc yet plenty of complexity. I’m absolutely blown away
that John played this character when he was 17 to 18.

I
mean there’s a good reason for the tendency, little as I may like it,
for teens to be played by actors in their 20s. It’s hard to get teenaged
actors with the chops to convincingly portray a range of emotions and
experiences. John was clearly a rare find, young enough to be believable
for the character (and it really doesn’t seem like a good idea to have
young Black characters in particular be played by much-older actors),
yet already an accomplished actor who could portray a character of
Moses’s range and depth.

It’s no wonder J.J. Abrams fell in
love with John from this film; I don’t think it’s possible for anyone to
come away without loving John and Moses. This is the kind of favor a
good script can do for a good actor, when it lets them express
everything they can do and shows off their strengths. On the flip side,
of course, a bad script or bad director can hobble an actor like a pair
of pants around their ankles and make them look ridiculous.

Spoilers
below the cut. Usually I wouldn’t bother with spoiler warnings for a
film older than my kid but you’re seriously missing out if you haven’t seen
this one. Believe.

I
admit, I struggled at first trying to figure Moses out. He seemed so
nihilistic and violent, what was it that made him tick? Where was the
character people raved about so much–how could he be salvaged from all
this? Given how flatly the script refused to pull its punches,
sparing absolutely nothing of the details of his mugging Sam down to
pulling a knife and even taking her cheap little ring, I really wondered
how the movie was going to make a likable character out of him. The
case against him seemed as overwhelming as the evidence the cops found on him
when they arrested him.

Then, as the layers fell away in the
midst of an alien invasion, the movie did the impossible. I watched
Moses’s keen awareness of the injustices he and his neighbors lived
under, the communal code–messed up as it may be–of not mugging someone
who lived in the Block, his unfolding regret at what he had done.

And
then I understood. I mean, I can’t fully comprehend his experiences at
any level, but at last I got on an intellectual level what drove him.
Oh. Oh. Of course. The way he led the mugging while quaking
inside with fear. His pursuit and violent killing of the creature that
turned out to be the female alien. The way he led his friends into
action, the stoic planner, the first to charge into every fight. His
uncertainty around Hi-Hatz, not sure if this was what he wanted.

I
was looking at a young boy who desperately wanted to be a hero. This
character, who seemed straight out of every middle-class nightmare, had a
burning need to save, to take action, to use his considerable talents,
and the only outlets that seemed open to him were violence and crime.

This
shift in perspective had seemed impossible early in the movie, but a
combination of the writing and acting sold me on it. It’s also obvious
that this is a shift that has more implications than for this one fictional
character.

Moses may have been the big revelation but the
film is full of these jabs, like the one at the white savior industrial
complex where Pest wonders why Sam’s boyfriend is in Ghana with the Red
Cross when there are so many people who could use help right at home.
Also, I may not be a Brit but I’m pretty sure there’s no way for anyone
to miss the symbolism of Moses hanging on to the Union Jack after his
ultimate act of heroism, unfurling it fully.

I would also like to
add that THIS is how you do a redemption arc. Have the character’s
actions, even violent ones, make sense in their circumstances. Make it
clear they were in the wrong nonetheless. Show them truly regret it, and
not just because they got caught. Show them take action to make things
right, even at great risk or cost to themselves. Finally, of course,
make the whole thing consistent with who they are so that their
reactions and decisions are believable. You wanted to be a hero, Moses?
Well here’s your chance.

The ending, with the crowd chanting
“Moses!ā€ and the character himself looking peaceful and at ease for the
first time, so vulnerable and open, was the
perfect culmination of his arc and will stay with me a long time. I’m
astonished and thankful to be alive at the same time as John Boyega and
to be able to watch his career.

It’s one thing that so many people like The Last Jedi, but it’s another thing that so many people have no problems with it. There are people who either don’t know or don’t care about bad writing, character assassination, racism, sexism, sub-par action sequences, terrible humor, or any of the other many problems of The Last Jedi; it’s baffling. And what’s even more baffling is that this comes from casual moviegoers, hardcore Star Wars fans, and even social justice warriors alike.

lj-writes:

lj-writes:

Different people are sensitive to different things, and have different reactions as a result. I’ve noticed that even a number of people who are very critical of TLJ don’t see the treatment of Finn as a problem, for instance, and a lot of white women see TLJ as an unqualified victory for female representation. I think a lot of people also react positively to what TLJ was trying to do, especially the last half hour or so, without necessarily dwelling on the failures of execution or how unearned some of its most heartfelt moments were.

@loopy777 Well, obviously. Finn going from ā€œThis fleet is doomedā€ to outright kamikaze for the remnants of that fleet because the person who tased him and mocked him gave him a lecture about the evils of the universe and has a sad past is the height of writing. His character regressing from valuing his own individuality and feelings, something that was systematically denied to him as a child soldier, to seeing himself as expendable for yet another cause is great character development. And his ā€œhavingā€ to be hurt yet again to be saved from himself and being lectured to about how hateful he is for wanting to sacrifice himself for other people is a great thematic moment.

And that’s just one character.

If I squint hard the egregious and incoherent ā€œthat’s how we winā€ moment was about Rose realizing she was wrong and telling Finn he shouldn’t throw his life away for a cause like her sister did, that yes, he should live, he should have a chance to see Rey again. But there was a relentlessly glorified suicide run like 5 minutes earlier, and that was evidently about serving the light and not being a hero? And Paige wasn’t trying to destroy what she hated, she was thinking about Rose in her last moments? Finn wasn’t acting out of hate either, he was trying to buy time for the remainder of the Resistance. Why is it love when Holdo does it and hate when Finn does it?

I think I would have liked the scene better without that stupid line, because then at least it could have been about Rose’s trauma and not about her being a thematic vessel or whatever the hell that scene was trying to achieve.

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@loopy777​ DJ as catalyst for Finn development is even worse, though? At least
Rose became a friend of sorts. Finn went from fleeing to kamikaze
because a random dude he met in a jail cell spouted nonsense moral
equivalency and then–shock!–betrayed them. That looks awfully flimsy to me.

Did
you seriously put Finn’s ā€œindividualityā€ in quotes? I guess I
hallucinated the parts in TFA where he escaped the regime that kidnapped
and enslaved him out of his own ā€œindividualā€ conscience, where he made
friends and built relationships as an ā€œindividual,ā€ and wanted to flee
to the Outer Rim out of his terror and trauma as an ā€œindividual.ā€ Or the
part in TLJ where he wanted him and Rey, two ā€œindividuals,ā€ to be
spared the destruction. There’s even a part in the TLJ novelization
where he all but begs Rose to understand that he was never allowed to
think and act for himself as an ā€œindividualā€ in the First Order (and
Rose dismisses him because yay friendship)!

I’m sorry, buying
time in a desperate situation has always been a valid military plan and,
for that matter, Holdo’s and Paige’s sacrifices also consisted of
buying time with their lives. There WAS a plan on Finn’s part for the
Outer Rim to rally and come to the Resistance’s aid. Finn had so much faith in the
people of the galaxy rising up against the First Order that he was
willing to literally stake his life on it, and then to have his
attempted sacrifice cheapened by being called an act of hate and not
love left a serious bad taste in my mouth.

Also, even if we say he
was acting without a plan, that is at best thoughtless or reckless, not
hateful. Rose’s speech, though framed and received as a thematic
moment, was unearned and made no sense even by your metric.

It’s one thing that so many people like The Last Jedi, but it’s another thing that so many people have no problems with it. There are people who either don’t know or don’t care about bad writing, character assassination, racism, sexism, sub-par action sequences, terrible humor, or any of the other many problems of The Last Jedi; it’s baffling. And what’s even more baffling is that this comes from casual moviegoers, hardcore Star Wars fans, and even social justice warriors alike.

lj-writes:

Different people are sensitive to different things, and have different reactions as a result. I’ve noticed that even a number of people who are very critical of TLJ don’t see the treatment of Finn as a problem, for instance, and a lot of white women see TLJ as an unqualified victory for female representation. I think a lot of people also react positively to what TLJ was trying to do, especially the last half hour or so, without necessarily dwelling on the failures of execution or how unearned some of its most heartfelt moments were.

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@loopy777 Well, obviously. Finn going from ā€œThis fleet is doomedā€ to outright kamikaze for the remnants of that fleet because the person who tased him and mocked him gave him a lecture about the evils of the universe and has a sad past is the height of writing. His character regressing from valuing his own individuality and feelings, something that was systematically denied to him as a child soldier, to seeing himself as expendable for yet another cause is great character development. And his ā€œhavingā€ to be hurt yet again to be saved from himself and being lectured to about how hateful he is for wanting to sacrifice himself for other people is a great thematic moment.

And that’s just one character.

If I squint hard the egregious and incoherent ā€œthat’s how we winā€ moment was about Rose realizing she was wrong and telling Finn he shouldn’t throw his life away for a cause like her sister did, that yes, he should live, he should have a chance to see Rey again. But there was a relentlessly glorified suicide run like 5 minutes earlier, and that was evidently about serving the light and not being a hero? And Paige wasn’t trying to destroy what she hated, she was thinking about Rose in her last moments? Finn wasn’t acting out of hate either, he was trying to buy time for the remainder of the Resistance. Why is it love when Holdo does it and hate when Finn does it?

I think I would have liked the scene better without that stupid line, because then at least it could have been about Rose’s trauma and not about her being a thematic vessel or whatever the hell that scene was trying to achieve.